i cant... i just cant do this anymore

i dont have it in me to put up with this shit anymore... i just found out that my mom never paid the ticket with the money she was supposed to... so an $80 ticket just turned into $900... prolly more now. i got ditched today at school, the fridge broke... i am tired. i just want it to end... why cant things get better for me? what did i really do? i am such a fuckup... i would say the only reason i am here is cause megan is here, but i have no where else to go!!! i screwed myself over so much that i have no way out! i cant get a job, im still in school... man... i wish i had a leg of hope to grasp. i have no money, no car... nothing, i have nothing but trouble.

trouble.