did i hurt you too?

to anyone that has felt over the years that i have been mean to or hurt them, i am sincerely sorry and i apologize. i am trying to fix this and change myself, its going to be hard and take some time, but i will come around. i have to, or i feel i may lose the people i love. i feel that my mom has taken most if the grunt... i just dont have the guts at the moment to apologize to her. i feel like shit.