bleh!....

another hot day without megan... this is getting boring... fast! i have nothing to do... i cant even text her! i have to text laura, who is the most anoying person on the planet and manages to turn matt into a pussy when he is around her. i am not liking this week so far... and i dont feel good. i just want the weekend to come, but then again i dont cause i wont be able to see megan, i hope she can get out of the house sometime. being around matt and laura (ugh) made me miss her even more. i just need some lips to kiss... even if its for a little bit...

ehh... why are things so lame!!! its summer! i should be out til 3 in the morning every night having fun with friends... but they either have moved away... are fucking people at about that time, or are grounded. i am alone! hurray.