oh man

i dont know how to explain what i am feeling, crap dosnt even come close to explaining it. i feel i may never get the chance to even tell the person i love so much... that i love her, im person. i feel i am at fault, i am the reason there is so much rescent friction between megan and her mom. i just want her to not go through that, and i would do anything... but i cant. and that is what is killing me. i just keep asking myself "why me?", so many young loves have never had to go through this. everything fit together for us to meet, we have never faught, we are like perfect together i think. she is at the butt end of all this, she does not diserve this.

<3 you megan.