another day...

went over to matts new appartment today... pretty kickass! and his dads new car is friggen sweet! jetta gl! things are looking pretty sweet for him now... and thats good, he has always been kinda behind...

i need a job, bad... sooo sooo sooo bad, more then anything, but i cant get a good paying part time one. and there is no way i can work a full time and be able to go to school at the same time...

megan was in a bad mood today, i really hope she starts feeling better, i hate to see her like this... it depresses me too, atleast we both can be! haha

im tired, my back hurts... night people

note: we are talking about things... things that are too weird to even bring up!

still!

this agony! please go away! i have inhaled more snot than i think i ever have!

holy crap, i feel like crap

my nose is all stuffed up, my throat is killing me, i have a headache... i think im dieing, really. and i have school in like 20 mins... ahhhhhh! someone shoot me in the head!

and the fray suck ass btw.

well...

i suck at scattergories...

my mom got out from detox early... what a stay, and entire 2 days. she better not drink... i will be pissed, immensly. anyways, i think im sick... bed time for me! basicaly. i stayed home from school today cause i slept through my alarm today. i get to go tomorrow, yay! my thigh hurts so bad, for some reason!!! and has for like 3 days! anyways, im tired... and going to bed soon, night people!

updates

moms in detox for 2 weeks

i still have no appartment

incase anyone was keeping track

yes!

i am working on this bike with an engine in it, it is so kickass! i will post pics whenever i can get a camera. it may not function all that good, but it will work great. ok... im tired, night people.

they see me rolin', they hatin'...

pa-patrollin', they tryna catch me ridin' dirtay!

man i havnt done one of these in a while... damn. and still no one looks at it except like 1 person, yay for talking into a wall... a wall with blue eyes! hehe...

lots of new news to go around! just got word that my grandpa is gonna pay for RTC, shweet! thats over 7 grand i dont have to worry about! so i can use my 5 grand that my grandma is giving me for graduation for other things, like a car and stuff, and mayyyybe an apartment... and i really want one! so does megan. and it looks like thomas is not moving up cause of some medical problems, but oh well... we can manage! we always do!

i am soooo pissed, i baught a brand spankin' new 300 gig hard drive, messed with it, and lost all the data (about 25-30 gigs of music) on my computer, yay... so now i have 360 gigs of free space, with nothing on it! nothing at all! so lately i have been working like crazy to re-dowload my extensive collection of emo and punk, fun times!

tomorrow should be extremely fun! a friday, half day, gonna go see jackass II, also... well.. play with a ribbed something or rather... hehe. i cant wait! anyways, im tired and wanna go to bed, my back hurts from biking all day. yay. i also have some filmed stuff of my brother gapping a 13-stair... thats a ton btw!

anyways... night people. <3 you meggggggan -- mike

ps. i am now 19... hurray!!!

megan

that was sick!

haha!

<3

first one in...

a long time. finaly, a happy post. such a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, you have no idea. it feels good. today was fun, went over top megans house, went on a bike ride with her. she was having killer cramps today, it was sucking majorly. but i guess that was a good thing... however weird that may sound. im tired and i have school tomorrow, damn school. there was a bomb threat today. good thing i was skipping! haha! and the funny thing is that we turned on the radio and this kid was calling into 107.7 the end, describing everett high school (where i go), we rushed over there and found out that they blocked off all the streets around the school. it was weird. then later i found out that it was this kid i know that called in. talk about weird. apparently they found a small bottle of something. stupid kids.

anyways, im tired and going to bed. night people. <3 you megan.

in the cold light of morning

while the party gets boring...

things are still on my mind, and i cant seem to stop thinking about them, its dragging me down. there is just one thing i want more then anything... anything. and i cant stand that i dont have any control over the situation, at all really.

tired!!!!!

and for good reason! there is still so much on my mind, its insane.

well, i diserve it

and i do. things are gonna change fast around here now, i need to hurry up and grow up.

long time no postie

we had another missionary talk thing over at megans house last night, it was boring enough! my computer is really really slow, i mean i cant really even type this!!! its pissing me off so much! school started, yay. i get to be a jan-graduate, which will be good... provided i pass ALL my current classes. my mouth is burning pretty bad now cause i just ate an entire bag of jalapeno chips. i cant wait til like the 20th of this month, snow patrol show!!! that is... if megans parents let her go. i just need to save like $80 for all that. it will be friggen sweet.

later people!

god dammit... not again

my fucking mom! she is all shit faced, she didnt drink for so long, and now she is starting, amoung other things. i am getting so tired of this. its fucking bull shit. she is not responsible, at all... for fucks sake! she is like 40 and getting wasted to the point of not even being able to talk. ok, im not in a good mood, i dont feel good, its hot. im done.