man... been a while

i havnt done a blog in like a month or so! damn! not much new has happened... megan is down in so-cal with her family until sat (yay), my legs hurt from biking... and thats about it. oh! and i registered for the draft! isnt that a miracle! apparently if someone threatens you with enough fines and jail time (the us gvt.)... then eventualy you comply! oh... and i need a new phone! bad. i found a bandsaw last night, right now its in my brothers friends garage being fixed... im bored and i need a shower... later people.

the things i do...

i am working on like a thousand things at once... actualy 2. the first one is som plexi-glass pedals for a bike, i dropped of the pedal spindles that need to be machined down today. tomorrow i need to go find some plexi-glass for the pedal platforms [i fucking hate blogger], i just hope its not too expensive. the whole idea behind these pedals is to be extremely light, hopefully they are some new revolutionary thing that i can market and make millions!

project number two is a bit more complicated... recently i acquired a huge binder of plans, and in that binder were some plans to build a small lathe out of a crappy drill press (which i have), i just need to get about 14' of material (aluminum 1x2" and 1x1" square stock) to build it, should be nice and spendy! but it will be fun... and i need a lathe more than anything!

anyways... i have been up all night doing math and measuring things... so night for now people, <3.

tired!

i think that if megan dosnt come talk to me... im gonna go to bed! im soooooo tired! more so then i think i have ever been!

the place we went...

to take pictures! yesterday me and megan went to a little run down town called concrete (cement as she calls it...), we found this old ass building to take pictures of. it was the weirdest thing i think i have ever seen! it was so old and run down, but there was a ton of new stuff in there, like a newly built chappel around all this garbage, and an entire other floor that had no stairs leading up to it. the entire place was completly full of garbage! but not bad garbage... just stuff! it was awsome! i hope we go back there. it was sweet.

<3

boredom

tyler and bryan are outside making whole shitload of racket with a grinder... i think they are trying to make a grind rail, looks like monkeys with a hammer if you ask me...

im bored, my back hurts, and its starting to get cold outside. it better snow this winter, i need some snow to drive in! and i got my gas powered bike up and running today... until it broke... oh well, there is always ways to weld everything...

<3 you megan

through these streets walk teenage meat

im so tired... i just got done cleaning my entire computer room, and talk about messy!!! damn! i just want to go to sleep!

and im happy now, for some reason, me and megan have really been talking over the past few days... its been good, alot of things have come to light. hopefully things will go uphill, like virticaly up hill, that would be a nice change from the usual!

another good night

went to the sausage fest... that was fun, rode more crap than i think i ever planned on! the only sucky thing was that i had to drive my grandma to the mall first, so i got there in a bad mood and almost beat this kids ass for stupid reasons (yes... i over-react).

<3

best night ever

today me and megan went to a show at el corazon, we say forgive durdon... and another band, it was completely awsome, then after that we walked around and did other stuff (ie. trying to find the damn bus stop)! once we managed to get to my house it was even better... id have to say that was the best night ever. ok, im going to bed... night people.

<3

another one! thats two for today!

TO: megan
RE: hehe

the place was fun, you know the place im talking about... and what we did there. i think that was a very good idea. now wasnt it! hehe...

i cant... i just cant do this anymore

i dont have it in me to put up with this shit anymore... i just found out that my mom never paid the ticket with the money she was supposed to... so an $80 ticket just turned into $900... prolly more now. i got ditched today at school, the fridge broke... i am tired. i just want it to end... why cant things get better for me? what did i really do? i am such a fuckup... i would say the only reason i am here is cause megan is here, but i have no where else to go!!! i screwed myself over so much that i have no way out! i cant get a job, im still in school... man... i wish i had a leg of hope to grasp. i have no money, no car... nothing, i have nothing but trouble.

trouble.

gah

school... i hate it so ever much. and i had to watch take the lead with megan today... that movie had to be the crappiest thing i have ever seen...

and to the person that keeps talkign to me in web design... eff off! i dont wanna hear your boy problems...

today

was pretty good... but pretty boring... that mormon thing on byu was on... talk about an extreme nut itch that lasted 2 hours.

im so tired, for some reason i havent been sleeping too well lately... and im still getting over being sick, i have been really sick lately for some reason, i dont get it...

anyways, im tired, night!

<3